November 2010
10 posts
“Sometimes you don’t even know anything’s changed. You think you’re still you and...”
– Ellen Pompeo, Grey’s Anatomy (via thoughtsdetained)
rollin', rollin', rollin', aint slept in weeks.
onlinejournals:
There comes a point in time at every party where your chest and stomach just sort of drop out and you feel the loneliest you’ve ever felt. In your own home, surrounded by new and interesting people, watching the spark and flare of living human dramatics, and you feel like you’re slowly going to sleep in your own brain. You feel like you’re posturing too much. Like you’d rather...
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You suddenly miss everybody when you’re drunk and falling apart.
Freedom.
I just got out of jail. 90 day. Damn. But, I’m backkk!!!!!!!! :)
August 2010
5 posts
& i'm so tired these days.
I need some sleep.
3:01 am
It’s hot as hell. I miss winter.
Have you ever been able to pin point a single time where it all changed, and shit started going down hill? I can, about 2 years ago, we were in my room, shits never been the same.
I don’t like where I am in my life at all right now, I need to change it. It’s hard.
Fuck it, I’m going to sleep, maybe I wont wake up.
Oh, and Tristan, I...
July 2010
8 posts
geeked.
I just took like half of my moms muscle relaxers. i’m feelin fucking good.
can’t wait until min or tues. haha, life.
Kill me now please.
What I want tonight:
him.
vodka.
weed.
x.
them.
too bad i’m stuck at home, the past 3 days were amazing.
Tonight feels like i’m back in last summer.
Florida, my room, the old music, coke, starburst, ocs, emma, mikki, anna, aj, everything. I miss it so fucking much.
I’m changing everything tonight. this time i’m serious though.
onlinejournals:
I’m starting to feel like all of life is just one Sunday after the other. Walking around these days underscores the fact that I disdain nearly everybody, love nearly everything, and want simplicity in my life. Give me a room to myself. I’m sick of making small talk when it’s not with you.
“No matter what, once in your life, someone will hurt you. That someone will take...”
– (via eletheowl) (via thealcoholtakeshold) (via brokenmachine)
June 2010
16 posts
Florida or Iowa?
I have absolutely no idea what I’m doing with my life right now.
onlinejournals:
Summer is for getting fucked up and listening to music with the window wide open. Forget your thoughts and just enjoy the feeling of your shoulders beginning to un-tense.
life is funny.
I cant stay away from you guys. Nothing good ever happens though. Fuck you guys, I love you though.
I need to get fucked up tonight. please.
onlinejournals:
If there was a noise to express exactly how I feel right now, it’d sound something like a body falling off of an overpass. Something along those lines.
I’ve been so fucking numb for so long. I’m glad I’ve been picked open like a scab just to sit up late at night ruminating on past lives and future tenses.
I can’t even fucking lose myself in the moment. I don’t even know how to...
Room 301.
I went to my friends hotel party last night, It was weird. You weren’t there. I hear you’re shacked up in Nevada with her. That’s cool cause I was there with this guy anyway. We started talking about you. I miss you. I left and went to a different party. Hanging out with them isn’t the same when your not around. I hope things are going okay for you.
teatime-with-nikki:
gayvannahthegreat:
I don’t believe that the past should be forgotten, but rather thanked. Why throw away your good memories, why throw away the experience, the lessons that we either keep close to heart or dispose of. I want to keep my past in a bottle, a reminder that if I could make it through that, I can keep moving forward into the future.
...
Work, Work, Work, Sleep, Work, Work, Work, Get Fucked Up, Work, Sleep. Fuck that. I’m ready for something new. I’m so fucking sick of all these people and places. I wish I could go back to January. Things were good back then, sort of. Or Florida. Ha. I’m starting to not care anymore. I got half a bottle of gin in my dresser. Time to get fucked up, fuck everyone.
It's funny how things work out. :)
May 2010
26 posts
it was always you
(via scatteredwords)
if only you knew how much damage you caused.
(via scatteredwords)
Job interview tomorrow.
I need $$$
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Regret nothing. Not the cruel novels you read to the end just to find out who killed the cook. Not the insipid movies that made you cry in the dark, in spite of your intelligence, your sophistication. Not the lover you left quivering in a hotel parking lot, the one you beat to the punchline,…
he just called me baby
thinkofsomething:
it doesn’t feel as good as when you said it
I think everyone has a certain part of their life...
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I love the feeling after a good run. Or the...
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nice one girls.
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“I meet a third man he’s an old man he trips in the street he falls and I...”
– James Frey (My Friend Leonard)
“I don’t believe she’s in Heaven and I don’t believe...”
– A Million Little Pieces.